Song Review

Kimi to Boku, Todokanu Omoi - Gundam Seed Destiny
The first time I heard this song, there were lyrics. But then I found this. I liked this one more than the one with vocals.

I like piano and violin. This song has a mixture of both. That's why I like it.

Hadn't hear it for a long time. Sigh

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Only I remembered.

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Picture Review, Opinion

太阳雨
我还蛮喜欢太阳雨的。很多人都说我有问题，因为下完太阳雨后天气会特别热，简直就像在烤炉里面。但是我就是喜欢。

我本来就喜欢雨天。只是不喜欢它闪雷。我以前有一位同校同学就是被雷闪到而过世，所以对雷声与闪雷有稍微的恐惧感。

太阳雨就是少了这两个。没有闪雷，只有雨。对我来说，雨，代表伤心，太阳，代表希望。所以，太阳雨，代表伤心中带着希望。人啊，就是需要希望才会活的快乐。

还有，有太阳雨，就有彩虹。我相信没有人能抵制彩虹的优美。而对我来说，彩虹，就是快乐。


可能有很多人不赞同我的说发，可是我就是这样想。

为什么我要用华语呢？因为我觉得“Sun Rain” 听起来不够浪漫，不够感伤。嘿嘿嘿嘿！

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你们真的认为有那么好笑吗？ 那让我告诉你们，我一点都不觉得好笑。你们这样幼稚的弄人方法，让我对你们很反感。你们都几岁了？都可以当人家的父母了，好幸啦！

你们有想过吗？如果被笑的人是你们，你们会开心吗？那时你们会觉得好玩好笑吗？你们简直就是把人家的痛苦当着你们的娱乐。只有你们需要快乐，别人就不需要哦？

你们这种自私的行为，我真的受不了。只有像你们这样脑部不发达的人才觉得很好玩。

还有，要是你们看了这篇文章生气了，你们还是完全没有资格批评我现在所讲的东西。要怪，怪你们今天的幼稚和自私。

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Picture Review

It is a little late, but at least I remember to blog about it.


My housemate and roommate planned a surprise early birthday celebration for me last Thursday. Thank you girls, you both were very good at keeping secrets. But I am better in finding out. Haha.

I did like to say a bunch of thank you(s) to those who came. In full name. Haha.

Dear Jia Jie (sorry if I spelt your name wrongly):
Thanks for coming, although we had NEVER talk to each other before, you did make an effort to come and sing a song. THANK YOU!

Dear Johnathan:
I just knew you moved in a few days ago. Worst, I just knew you were Nicholas's bother. But thank you all the same. Haha.

Dear Nicholas:
THANK YOU! This is the third time we did this kind of celebration already. Sorry that we didn't do anything on your birthday. >.< Actually sorry for not even knowing when is our birthday. T_T

Dear Jiun Tsong:
You dumped us and went next door and still dared to show up! But thanks still. Sorry we have to combine yours with the one in my house. Haha. She is going to kill me when she sees this.

Dear Joe:
My dearest programming 师父. I thank you so much for finding time to teach me programming, ever since last year semester 1. And thank you for coming too!

Dear Chen Chuan:
Well, you. You practically SCREAMED the Happy Birthday song. I bet you really did hurt your throat. But thanks. Your CDs are still with me. Haha.

Dear Jae Sen:
I may have celebrated mine but you are still older then me. Haha. Thanks! Sorry though cause I don't think we can find time to celebrate yours. >_<

Dear You Yean:
You one sesat fella. But thanks too.

Dear Hsiang:
Well, honestly I knew you were coming around a week ago, when my housemate asked me for your email address. Haha. Thanks! Muax!

Dear Chooi Yin:
I don't know how to express to you. Thank you for so many things. For the dinner, the ride, the surprise. Etc etc. Thank you!!

Dear Jiun Ping and Hui Ting:
Why did I put you both together? Cause somethings are too personal to be written out individually. So I combined you both and only write out the general ones. Thank you girls. You are the best. I am not being sarcastic here. But I really didnt think you did plan this so quickly yet so perfectly for me. I am very very grateful. HOWEVER, whatever I promised that day, MAY NOT be believable. :D

Dear those-who-didnt-turn-up:
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And so, I shall stop here. I have a 8 am class tomorrow.

Ciaoz!

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Picture Review

Dollies
I went to A Jie's house today to discuss on assignment.

Being a naughty girl, I went to her bed and grabbed all ther soft toys and arranged them.

Hence the photo above.

The bear on the right is named BB. And according to Ajie, he always argued with Tweety. And Luigi always try to make peace. As for the small thing in front, the 七仔, he is 大佬, and he doesn't care.

Haha. Cute eh?

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I smelt smoke in my room. I think my housemate, the eldest one, brought a male home and he is smoking. What the heck!? You want to die, your problem, don't drag us along.

>:(

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你去死啦!!!!!!!!!!!

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There's too many things in my mind recently. But I have decided to not let them effect me. I still have my CGPA to take care off.

I love you all. Seriously. I'm sure you all love me too. But I need my space. I'm sure you all understand. Just sometimes, please don't remind me. It's painful enough without anyone reminding me. And it doubles when someone did. I can act, but I have my limits too.

I love you. But I love me more.

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When I was in form 5, I used to fantasize myself staying alone, in a condo, near my family. I could do anything I want after work, with no one to disturb me. I could come and go as I like, and I could design it anyway I want. To me, it is like heaven. I get all the peace I want.

Then after awhile, some time in Foundation, I started to think, "won't I feel lonely, staying alone?" Then I thought, hey, maybe I don't have to be alone. No communication when I got home, no one to talk to, only facing the walls and dead stuff. I will definately feel dead after awhile.

But then, suddenly, that thinking changed. Staying alone means I shall have all the peace I need. I don't need to go back late and have to explain myself to whoever I am staying with. I don't need to talk if I don't want to. I can scream, cry oout loud, and laugh like a maniac without even caring at all.

I can run around like some idiot at home, eat chocolate for dinner, scrub the toilet all I want, mop the floor anytime I want, without giving a damn.

I will be protected from being left alone (since I am already alone, I can't be possibly be left alone, AGAIN). I will be assured that I will not be disappointed. Things will be where I left them, stuff will not walk away on its own...

And most importantly, I will not be hurt emotionally. Not by those under the same roof, at least.

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算了。
不理了。

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